Femdom Erotica – fs01

Well, since Nora decided to post a link to my Erotica, I figured I better get on it and get all of fs01 posted.  This wasn’t exactly a super quick process, taking about 3 minutes per chapter… which doesn’t seem bad until you have to do about 100 chapters.

Since I have gathered some new readers from her link, I wanted to post a bit of a background on the work as a whole.  This was my first try at Erotica.  While I am a published author in other fields, fiction is not one of them, so I apologize to those who may  be hoping for some literary masterpiece.  What I did feel like I managed to do was craft some characters and the life that they exist in that would kind of resemble my ultimate fantasy life.  Early on I was writing about 5 chapters a week but later slowed down to a more reasonable pace.

When I first entered the lifestyle, part of my training was to write a fantasy each day for a month.  It could be things that I wanted to experience, didn’t want to experience, or was curious about.  We would talk about it and she would file it away as she attempted to grasp how my submission would tick.  The first Arc is about a couple in a loving, long-term, monogamous D/s relationship and the Domme decides to dig up her sub’s old fantasies and start bringing them into reality.  It is not always realistic in its events, but I enjoyed the process of creating a drama around this.

With the exception of Arc 6, the rest of the story covers ups and downs of lifestyle D/s, injecting some realistic type events couples may face and some that are a bit more fantastic.  I wanted to focus upon the love between the main characters, a deeply submissive mindset, and the impact that dynamics would have on both individuals and the relationship as a whole.

Arc 6 was very polarizing.  The male readers loved it.  The female readers hated it.  This was sort of a spin on the Stanford Prison Experiment from the 70’s interpreted in my own deep, dark, twisted fantasy.  This was difficult for me because as its events unfolded, it did not portray as well as I had envisioned it and found myself having to “write my way out.”  The only reason I mention this is that if you choose to read the whole tale, know that Arcs 7, 8, and 9 return to the more more loving nature of their relationship.

I was currently halfway through Arc 9 when I was hit with a strong wave of depression and found myself blocked from writing.  I have the events for the completion of the Arc in my mind, I just have not been able to get back into my writing space.  I’m hoping that if a reader or two gets to that point, I will have enough motivation to get back into it.

I am on the fence about whether Arc 9 will be the final part of the story.  I have a potential idea for Arc 10, but I am uncertain I want that to be how I wind things down or if the emotional closure point of 9 will be a better type of ending.

Any feedback is appreciated, even if it’s to tell me that I suck 😀

 

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