Month: January 2018

Thoughts on Writing, Taking Requests, etc.

Writing fs02 is making me crazy.  Well, crazier.  I feel like I'm going schizo with this new entity (Wanda) inside of me.  It's honestly messing with me and I don't know what to do. Those of you who have known me a while may recall that I try to instigate and trigger my own submissive … Continue reading Thoughts on Writing, Taking Requests, etc.

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Reflection on fs02 Arc 3

Spoiler Alert:  This is meant to be read after Chapter 33. Well, as Arc 3 closes I have to say it was a lot more fun to write than Arc 2.  This chapter was particularly challenging for me.   Like... infinitely more challenging than the first two Arcs.  The idea of evolving sadism within a Domme … Continue reading Reflection on fs02 Arc 3

fs02: A Domme’s View – Arc 3 – Chapter 33

Chapter 33 I sent Michael home yesterday afternoon. We both agreed that it wasn’t going to work. He could sense that I wanted more. I could sense that he wanted more of the Friday me and less of the Saturday me. When he finished cleaning, I let him worship my body. He rubbed and caressed … Continue reading fs02: A Domme’s View – Arc 3 – Chapter 33

fs02: A Domme’s View – Arc 3 – Chapter 32

Chapter 32 I stir to the sound of his voice. “Mistress?” I open my eyes and squint as they adjust to the light. I see his face looking at mine. “Mistress. I have to go to the bathroom.” “Is something stopping you?” “Umm, you’re on the leash and it’s hard to go with no hands.” … Continue reading fs02: A Domme’s View – Arc 3 – Chapter 32

fs02: A Domme’s View – Arc 3 – Chapter 31

Chapter 31 I stand over the crumpled, naked boy before me. I did that. The feelings twist inside of me. Part of me pities him. Part of me wants to coddle him. Part of me feels guilty as hell. Part of me feels triumphant and proud. How do you balance this, Cass? Commit, Wanda. Commit … Continue reading fs02: A Domme’s View – Arc 3 – Chapter 31

fs02: A Domme’s View – Arc 3 – Chapter 30

Chapter 30 I prepare myself for Michael’s arrival. I don’t do it for him. This self-care is all for me. I want maximum confidence. I want maximum power. I want to feel my best. My eyes and body have felt ‘on’ for the past hour. The electricity courses through me. I am alive. I am … Continue reading fs02: A Domme’s View – Arc 3 – Chapter 30

fs02: A Domme’s View – Arc 3 – Chapter 29

Chapter 29 I woke up refreshed and with a clearer head. Fcsie was right. As much as I love a boy pleasing me, I love power too. I love taking away choice. I love that pleasing me is the only option. It stops being completely clear after that. When it comes to suffering, I can’t … Continue reading fs02: A Domme’s View – Arc 3 – Chapter 29

fs02: A Domme’s View – Arc 3 – Chapter 28

Chapter 28 I have a confession to make. I’m kind of a bad Domme. The first few years it was all about figuring out what I wanted. When I finally discovered that, it was all about finding a sub who would make that happen. I found him. I lost him. Looking back on it, I … Continue reading fs02: A Domme’s View – Arc 3 – Chapter 28

fs02: A Domme’s View – Arc 3 – Chapter 27

Chapter 27 It took all day for Michael to respond. I was a bit surprised by his delay as stalking activity feed showed that he was active for most of the day. My emotions are mixed about this. Rationally, I appreciate that he took the time to consider the weight of my request. So many … Continue reading fs02: A Domme’s View – Arc 3 – Chapter 27

fs02: A Domme’s View – Arc 3 – Chapter 26

Chapter 26 It’s one of those mornings where I just don’t want to get out of bed. I was out way too late last night. It wouldn’t have been so bad but Dominique HAD to have waffles. I tried explaining to her that I wasn’t going to go into a restaurant dressed how I was. … Continue reading fs02: A Domme’s View – Arc 3 – Chapter 26