My Next Erotica Endeavor – fs02: A Domme’s View

When I was nearing the end of fs01 I was talking about it with some of my readers about possible ideas for future stories.  One idea that I had would be to do a “spinoff” of sorts, so as not to abandon the characters that I took so much pleasure in creating and evolving.

One of the reasons that I kept fs01 going for so long is that it felt better to continue on with a story where the premise and fetishes appealed to me.  The idea of starting a new story with new characters and then… basically repeating the same things didn’t seem appealing and I couldn’t imagine people wanting to read that without tiring of it and eventually seeing my writing as one-dimensional.

Another reason that I was hesitant to start another is the portrayal of the submissive.  While I likely would have written it in a different way, e.g. 3rd person omniscient instead of first person perspective, I was worried that I would end up writing the same character again.  There is a LOT of me in fs.

Another idea popped into my head.  One that scared me to even attempt.  While I have portrayed a number of dominant women in fs01, I never went so far as to try to dig deeply into their minds or their sexuality.  I looked at it more from an aspect of their base personality, likes, and dislikes, and then played a game of cause and effect, thinking about what they would do when acting independently or how they would react to the environment and interactions.

I was curious what it would be like to try to write a story through the Domme’s eyes.  Would I be able to do it?  Could I do it for one scene?  Could do I an entire story?  Could I blend her mix of vanilla, dominant, and personal sides?  Would it be believable?  Would it be compelling and rewarding for the readers?

The majority of comments I received on fs01 were from Dommes.  This leads me to believe that the majority of the feedback I would get from a future story would also be from Dommes.  I know that many of them enjoyed my portrayals of submission, even if they couldn’t relate to the dominants.  Could I write a story trying to portray a Domme and not have them calling “bullshit” on me?

The idea terrifies me… but the seed was planted.  After writing chapter 82 I took a break and quickly pounded out a 1500 word scene based around the premise: slightly jaded Domme seeking a life-partner tries out a potential sub.  I sent it to nearly every Domme that I correspond with as well as a few women subs that gave me a lot of feedback on fs01.  The primary question I posed was, “does this feel realistic and believable?”

While waiting for responses I wrote chapter 83.  By the time I was done with that, I had received a handful of encouraging feedback about the chapter, which at that time I called the “pilot,” like for a TV show.  Looking to flesh the character out and deciding on a bit of an interactive internal narration, I wrote another chapter and sent it out.  The feedback remained positive.

The next day I wrote chapter 84 and the process of writing it wrecked me.  After a small break I turned my attention back to fs02 and wrote two more chapters.

The reality of it is that I’m extremely insecure about writing fiction.  I worry that it’s bad.  I worry that people won’t want to read it.  I worry that people will judge me for its content.  I worry that people will think less of me if it isn’t good.  Other types of posts are a lot easier for me to write.  Writing fiction makes me feel neurotic.

Well, enough for rambling.  I am currently waiting to hear back from a Domme that I trust dearly.  Unfortunately she has been unavailable lately and This may not happen in a timely fashion.  If I don’t hear back from her within the next day or so I will just go ahead and post the new story and however much I have completed at that time.

I am calling it fs02: A Domme’s View.  It will be the story of a single Domme searching for her submissive soulmate.  The focus will be more on plot and character development more than sex, but I will try to make sure there is enough sex to make it hot.  This is my attempt at writing from her head.  Also, for those who enjoyed fs01, it takes place in the same world and there will be some crossover with the characters from that story (although I am not sure to what extent).

I should be publishing it soon.

 

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4 thoughts on “My Next Erotica Endeavor – fs02: A Domme’s View

  1. I will look forward for your new series fs02 too. But no preasure from my side. You have other commitments and dutes in your life and it all consumes some time. So, take it easy and slowly (unless you really have a time and energy to write that much) and we’re waiting patiently for a new chapters of fs02. And thank you very much for a wonderful fs01 saga. It was such a read! Take care and keep up a good work (when a time and Muse allow).
    Peter

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    1. Thank you very much, Peter. You are the only one from the blogger side of things that has commented so far here on WP. Right now writing is consuming all of my free time and I am loving it. I just put up 6 chapters of fs02. I hope you enjoy them.

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