fs02: A Domme’s View – Arc 2 – Chapter 22.1 Bonus Extra

Chapter 22.1
David’s Ghost

Hello. My name is David Arnold Sexton and I died. I don’t want you to mourn me. I led a very privileged life. While I passed on too soon, in my time I had the privilege of loving two wonderful women. The first, Katelyn, left me far too soon. The second, Wanda, is the one that I left behind.

I left the world with three regrets.
1. My time with Wanda was far too brief.
2. I broke my promise and was not able to give my love to her forever.
3. I never got to say goodbye.

Since Wanda is still here, she is the one that I will focus on. Wanda is the angel that saved me from loneliness and despair. She was my beacon of hope in a world filled with shit. She let me love her without limits. She was my entire world. Watching her suffer through this loss ravaged me.

I haunted her at first but the reminders of me made her so sad. I knew that she would never be able to move on unless parts of me died within her. There were many parts of me that I wanted her to keep. I wanted to stay with her as a part of her confidence. I wanted to stay with her as a part of her strength. I hope that I live on within her forever in those ways. I didn’t want her to only think of missing me. If she remembers the good parts of me in her, I will be happy.

Moving on from her life has taught me something. She will grow more without me than she ever could have with me. I’ve seen this as I watch her from afar. She’s so strong now. So much stronger than she ever was with me there. I cheer her on while knowing that I held her back.

You might not understand what I am talking about, but I arrived to Wanda pre-trained. I had already been molded and shaped by another. It just so happens that the form I had taken was what she had wanted. Don’t get me wrong, some of me was my own evolution upon the lessons that I had learned, but I was the product of a Katelyn’s expectations, not Wanda’s.

When I see her with James (Freddie sounds like a little boy’s name), I see the glorious potential that she hides inside of her. I see now that I was like a flower pot. The flower growing inside sees it as life, but when planted in the earth and free of its restrictions and can truly take root and blossom. There are so many things that Wanda would have never experienced while with me. She really didn’t have to train me. She didn’t have to punish me. She didn’t have to force me. I was already willing, ready, and able, and not to come off as arrogant, but I was a pretty damn good sub.

What I see for Wanda is the next step in her journey. By shaping and molding a sub to her own perfect vision, she will learn so much about her dominance and how to wield it. While this process isn’t always successful, it is failure that leads to the most growth and innovation. I want to watch over her as she grows. I know that she will be absolutely magnificent.

While it pains me that I can no longer touch you, my Wanda, know that I will be watching you, cheering you on, and hoping that you become the woman that you were always meant to be. You are strong. You are fierce. You are going to make someone so incredibly happy and they will make you happy as well. I know that she can’t hear my voice, but I know that I continue to live on in the parts of her that I helped to nurture.

I want her to be happy, healthy, and feeling loved. Always, and forever.

PS.  Don’t tailgate or drive like a jackass.  You could save a life.

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4 thoughts on “fs02: A Domme’s View – Arc 2 – Chapter 22.1 Bonus Extra

  1. I like this closing of David’s time. He felt very much hung in the balance when we heard of his death but didn’t witness it. I like how he acknowledges that he was fully formed and a stepping stone for Wanda. He was the perfect strength for her, but she would never have grown because he was there, on a silver platter, laid out and ready. He didn’t have to learn anything or perfect anything. He knew how to push her buttons, how to hold her to him. And that’s fine. Her strength has grown.

    I like that Wanda gets a chance to form someone new from scratch to her own design. I’m excited about Freddie. He’s actually the one that got away physically, but not mentally. He was always bound to Wanda by an invisible thread and she didn’t even know it.

    A brilliant storyline. 🙂

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    1. Thank you, NYAG. Arc 2 was very hard for me to write. I originally ended it at 22 but I felt like the overall meaning and lessons to come through were not adequately conveyed. I wrote this as the original chapter 23 but decided that it would be better served as something that Wanda came to on her own so I wrote the current 23 and removed this as it seemed redundant.

      I am glad that you enjoyed it.

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